I smoked weed for the last time i think. I will never smoke again. It makes my head very "pointy". It is like i am on a harder drug or something. I can't even write a right sentence. I think i will masturbate just to feel something else except my "pointy" head. I can't do that unfortunately. I am at work. I just ate 2 chocolate things from the kitchen. I hear some music that i don't really like. Now i hear some music that i like. I don't want to feel like a drug addict. I feel like an ex drug addict right now. I want to be funny and interesting and good. I feel that other people just don't let me be that things.