All is nothing. That was good. I just walked outside and realized that. "There is no need to curse" i said to myself. I cursed like 63 times at a wall with something hanged on it. A guy listens to dance music in the next accommodation. Feeling like an empty can of beer in the middle of Russia in  winter time. I write stuff all day. I don't like what i write. I check my fb page every 1 minute. Someone from fb chat told me that he hates fb and the photographs of people in fb. I said "That's normal". He said something about "pussy" and "no more" but i did not understand what he said. I am in love with a girl that i will never see or talk to again.